The soul has greater need of the ideal than the real for it is by the real that we exist, it is by the ideal that we live

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

You can smell the desperation

Yes I am desperate. I am desperate to get the fuck out of here. To get a teaching job, to stop engaging in this mind-numbing exercise that is my job at the library every fucking day of my life.

Can you tell I'm in pretty much the same shitty humor I was in last Tuesday?


I am however, desperate.

So desperate in fact that I just applied for job in Ada, Oklahoma.

Yes, ladies, and...well...ladies, I have volunteered for deportation to..........oklahoma.

Well at least I'm not reduced to applying for jobs in Texas...yet.

A friend brought to my attention the fact that my comments on Barack Obama could be interpreted as racist. They're not. I just don't like the guy.

Those of you know me, know better, and those that don't will draw their own conclusions. That's all I'm going to say on the subject, it just winds into endless debate and I refuse to go down that road.