so, no more defense of DOMA.
Well a step in the right direction, and it's certainly got the right up in arms.
which is always good.
Still cannot figure out why I feel like hell. I can't sleep enough cant eat enough, can't think for more than a couple of minutes at a time.
It's very confusing.
Slept nine hrs last night and this afternoon two more.
WTF?
Well i woke to Obama choosing not to defend DOMA, nice surprise.
Let's see what they do about repeal.
And so it goes:
The soul has greater need of the ideal than the real for it is by the real that we exist, it is by the ideal that we live
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Who steals my purse steals trash
Wisconsin of all places seems to be the most recent proving ground for what the Republicans have in store for us should they prevail in 2012.
I just read an AP story regarding the protests and refusals by the government to negotiate. This is of course, union busting at it's finest.
The story neglected to mention that the state created this 137 million budget shortfall by ramming a tax cut down the throats of the people last year.
details details.
The real question is, will the people of Wisconsin have the fortitude to hold the line? They're all charged up now, and they're in the streets railing against he machine, but will they understand at some point that this fight will be hard won? Will they sit down in the streets of Madison and hold out for real change?
My sense that America has been taken over by apathy says no.
But my heart says they must. It's the only way.
let's hope the Gods bestow upon them not only the stamina to do such a thing, but the intelligence to know it's necessity.
And so it goes:
I just read an AP story regarding the protests and refusals by the government to negotiate. This is of course, union busting at it's finest.
The story neglected to mention that the state created this 137 million budget shortfall by ramming a tax cut down the throats of the people last year.
details details.
The real question is, will the people of Wisconsin have the fortitude to hold the line? They're all charged up now, and they're in the streets railing against he machine, but will they understand at some point that this fight will be hard won? Will they sit down in the streets of Madison and hold out for real change?
My sense that America has been taken over by apathy says no.
But my heart says they must. It's the only way.
let's hope the Gods bestow upon them not only the stamina to do such a thing, but the intelligence to know it's necessity.
And so it goes:
Friday, February 18, 2011
the alma mater
For all the straight southern white guys I loved in grad school.
(still do, truth be told)
(still do, truth be told)
Thursday, February 17, 2011
People are funny about money
Sorry about yesterday, the battle over money continued. It was very nearly a battle royale, but in the end a cooler head prevailed and handed me a check that existed all along.
There'll be different arrangements in the future.
Anyhoo.
Today is already full, how did that happen? i was supposed to have a relaxing morning?
And so it goes:
There'll be different arrangements in the future.
Anyhoo.
Today is already full, how did that happen? i was supposed to have a relaxing morning?
And so it goes:
Monday, February 14, 2011
Oy ye! Oy ye! Oy ye!
Be it known, that my employer the ********** Commmunity College officially sucks!
After putting me through the paces of a contract, and requiring that I be in attendance every single day this weekend even though I was running a temp and likely, had i the funds to be examined, had the flu, guess what they have gone and done this time?
Oh come on! You can guess I know it. I'll give you a clue, THEY'VE DONE IT BEFORE!
Yes! They haven't paid me! And after throwing a hissy fit in the Dean's office, they STILL haven't bothered to call me with an answer as to exactly when I will get paid. Mind you the contract says they're to pay me Feb 10, opening day. They decided it'll be Feb 15, but now apparently not! Which means they're in breach! I cannot wait to call an attorney in the morning.
Let me take this opportunity to assure you that Master Card, my Landlord, Chrysler financial, not to mention the IRS were OH SO UNDERSTANDING, when I called to explain my dilemma and why THEY WILL NOT BE GETTING PAID IN THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE!!!
Their reaction? It warmed the cockles of my heart I tell you!
So, though I have grown accustomed to eating and living indoors, the ********* Community College apparently doesn't give a damn whether I can keep doing that or not.
They seem not to be aware that THIS is exactly the sort of thing that inspires teachers to ORGANIZE! and to FORM UNIONS!
But shortly they will be.
So to express my warm and kind feelings toward the administration at the college I so love I offer you this graphic expression of my feelings:
Seriously, what're they gonna do, not pay me?
and so it goes:
After putting me through the paces of a contract, and requiring that I be in attendance every single day this weekend even though I was running a temp and likely, had i the funds to be examined, had the flu, guess what they have gone and done this time?
Oh come on! You can guess I know it. I'll give you a clue, THEY'VE DONE IT BEFORE!
Yes! They haven't paid me! And after throwing a hissy fit in the Dean's office, they STILL haven't bothered to call me with an answer as to exactly when I will get paid. Mind you the contract says they're to pay me Feb 10, opening day. They decided it'll be Feb 15, but now apparently not! Which means they're in breach! I cannot wait to call an attorney in the morning.
Let me take this opportunity to assure you that Master Card, my Landlord, Chrysler financial, not to mention the IRS were OH SO UNDERSTANDING, when I called to explain my dilemma and why THEY WILL NOT BE GETTING PAID IN THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE!!!
Their reaction? It warmed the cockles of my heart I tell you!
So, though I have grown accustomed to eating and living indoors, the ********* Community College apparently doesn't give a damn whether I can keep doing that or not.
They seem not to be aware that THIS is exactly the sort of thing that inspires teachers to ORGANIZE! and to FORM UNIONS!
But shortly they will be.
So to express my warm and kind feelings toward the administration at the college I so love I offer you this graphic expression of my feelings:
Seriously, what're they gonna do, not pay me?
and so it goes:
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Finishing touches
Today is largely devoted to getting the last of the details handled for he opening tonight, then I drink...possibly heavily.
j/k, it's actually fine, and though I'm moving on to other projects soon, this one was a nice treat.
And the weather promises to start getting warmer too! Last night I was on the way to the theatre and I looked off to the west, it was still a bit light at almost 7pm, woohoo! There is hope of this winter coming to an end.
And so it goes:
j/k, it's actually fine, and though I'm moving on to other projects soon, this one was a nice treat.
And the weather promises to start getting warmer too! Last night I was on the way to the theatre and I looked off to the west, it was still a bit light at almost 7pm, woohoo! There is hope of this winter coming to an end.
And so it goes:
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
The party's over
Final Dress is done. I'm sitting her with a gin and tonic glad it's over, and tomorrow's opening.
The show will be fine I think, the actor;s were late learning their lines and that's their responsibility not mine.
But tonight I saw things I'd never seen before, they're discovering what a beautiful little show this is. They found several little moments tonight I never saw before that got me, and if you can get to me you've done it right.
So on to the next project I guess. Well perhaps I'll rest a while and enjoy the fruits of this one first.
And so it goes:
The show will be fine I think, the actor;s were late learning their lines and that's their responsibility not mine.
But tonight I saw things I'd never seen before, they're discovering what a beautiful little show this is. They found several little moments tonight I never saw before that got me, and if you can get to me you've done it right.
So on to the next project I guess. Well perhaps I'll rest a while and enjoy the fruits of this one first.
And so it goes:
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
oy
14 hour days in the interest of putting up a show for which the actors have apparently not learned their lines.
i did my job...pay me.
and so it goes:
i did my job...pay me.
and so it goes:
Monday, February 7, 2011
These whippersnappers!
Got the show tech'd in 5 hrs. record time, very happy.
The actors fell apart when they tried to do it with lights, but maybe it's a good lesson to them to really learn your lines BEFORE the show opens.They got a lecture, what else can I do?
But the show looks lovely. The new LD is a nice guy and did a really good job. In fact was way ahead of me on the lighting for the end of the show. I tried to stay out of it, it's not easy for me.
Why do you suppose Christine Aguilera is regarded as a singer? She sucks! And that's certainly not because I'm such a huge fan of the National Anthem of the United States, it's because SHE sucks! All that wahahahahahahahahah-ing, STOP IT! That is NOT singing!
I just wish people would stop thinking of her as a singer, she makes noise, that's all.
And apparetnly we're celebrating the 100th birthday of the biggest mass murderer since Hitler.
Ronnie, (the senile) Reagan. we celebrate the strangest things here in America.
The discovery of the Indies, which we decided was the discovery of America, by a brutal despot. The pretend birthday of our "savior." President's Day, most of whom ordered thousands killed in the name of "right." The 4th of July on which we established the right to persecute others for their beliefs. and on and on ad nauseum.
Ronald Reagan never once mentioned the word AIDS until he was almost finished his second term. Tens of thousands of people had died by that time. He allowed it. Even encouraged it.
The only appropriate punishment for that miserable bastard wold be for him to remember for all eternity what he did, and to have to listen to Christine Aguilare sing the national anthem over and over and over.
and so it goes:
The actors fell apart when they tried to do it with lights, but maybe it's a good lesson to them to really learn your lines BEFORE the show opens.They got a lecture, what else can I do?
But the show looks lovely. The new LD is a nice guy and did a really good job. In fact was way ahead of me on the lighting for the end of the show. I tried to stay out of it, it's not easy for me.
Why do you suppose Christine Aguilera is regarded as a singer? She sucks! And that's certainly not because I'm such a huge fan of the National Anthem of the United States, it's because SHE sucks! All that wahahahahahahahahah-ing, STOP IT! That is NOT singing!
I just wish people would stop thinking of her as a singer, she makes noise, that's all.
And apparetnly we're celebrating the 100th birthday of the biggest mass murderer since Hitler.
Ronnie, (the senile) Reagan. we celebrate the strangest things here in America.
The discovery of the Indies, which we decided was the discovery of America, by a brutal despot. The pretend birthday of our "savior." President's Day, most of whom ordered thousands killed in the name of "right." The 4th of July on which we established the right to persecute others for their beliefs. and on and on ad nauseum.
Ronald Reagan never once mentioned the word AIDS until he was almost finished his second term. Tens of thousands of people had died by that time. He allowed it. Even encouraged it.
The only appropriate punishment for that miserable bastard wold be for him to remember for all eternity what he did, and to have to listen to Christine Aguilare sing the national anthem over and over and over.
and so it goes:
Friday, February 4, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Howard Stern/ Al Sharpton
Howard Stern's recent revelations about his feelings regarding gay and lesbian men and women in this country were almost as depressing to me as the day I agreed with Al Sharpton.
Howard says something to the effect that he's given this subject a lot of thought and we're "downtrodden."
Ok, well I can't disagree with him there, however, it makes me feel the same way I did when I ran into an old friend I'd been thinking about and then remembered why I stopped seeing him. He felt I was this poor wretch who needed him and his ilk to reach out to save me from the rigors of being...well, me.
And though I admire that kind of compassion I really don't want nor need to be thought of as something/someone who needs to be helped through this life. I'm quite capable thank you, and I find it more than a little insulting that you think I'm not.
Howard was right when he said we're citizens of the U.S. and we should (do) have the same rights as everyone else, I've been saying so for years.
It's just that even if you're on the side of right, it's not necessary to pity me because i exist. It shouldn't be a big deal at all, I guess that's my point.
Off to work where I assure someone will mention the fact that the gay guy at work is so much fun. Argh!
and so it goes:
Howard says something to the effect that he's given this subject a lot of thought and we're "downtrodden."
Ok, well I can't disagree with him there, however, it makes me feel the same way I did when I ran into an old friend I'd been thinking about and then remembered why I stopped seeing him. He felt I was this poor wretch who needed him and his ilk to reach out to save me from the rigors of being...well, me.
And though I admire that kind of compassion I really don't want nor need to be thought of as something/someone who needs to be helped through this life. I'm quite capable thank you, and I find it more than a little insulting that you think I'm not.
Howard was right when he said we're citizens of the U.S. and we should (do) have the same rights as everyone else, I've been saying so for years.
It's just that even if you're on the side of right, it's not necessary to pity me because i exist. It shouldn't be a big deal at all, I guess that's my point.
Off to work where I assure someone will mention the fact that the gay guy at work is so much fun. Argh!
and so it goes:
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Hoist with his own petard
Ok, so now I'm impressed.
There was snow...lots of it. Then there was more. and I, at home for the third straight day am getting cabin fever.
So much so that I've stopped having the vapors over the lack of rehearsal my show is getting, and turned to daydreaming about new cars.
My current favorite:
Wouldn't it be funny if I bought a house and a car and spent the same amount on each one? I mean honestly it's way past time for a mid-life crisis car, so this I guess would be, what the senior rocket? Oh! I've got it, the Lechmobile. It's so me.
Alas, today it's yet another day stuck in the house. AAAARgh!
Maybe I'll cook. Just what my waistline needs, food.
And so it goes:
Nope no shadow, must be an early spring.
There was snow...lots of it. Then there was more. and I, at home for the third straight day am getting cabin fever.
So much so that I've stopped having the vapors over the lack of rehearsal my show is getting, and turned to daydreaming about new cars.
My current favorite:
Wouldn't it be funny if I bought a house and a car and spent the same amount on each one? I mean honestly it's way past time for a mid-life crisis car, so this I guess would be, what the senior rocket? Oh! I've got it, the Lechmobile. It's so me.
Alas, today it's yet another day stuck in the house. AAAARgh!
Maybe I'll cook. Just what my waistline needs, food.
And so it goes:
Nope no shadow, must be an early spring.
True is it that we have seen better days
A little more snow than I expected. (like a foot)
No troubles traveling thankfully, but the winds, oh my.
I parked my car and turned to walk from the garage and there were drifts everywhere knee deep. I tried several routes and then went "fuck it" and waded in.
Now I'm 7 days short of rehearsal. And tomorrow I'm snowed in. FUUUUCK!
And so it goes:
No troubles traveling thankfully, but the winds, oh my.
I parked my car and turned to walk from the garage and there were drifts everywhere knee deep. I tried several routes and then went "fuck it" and waded in.
Now I'm 7 days short of rehearsal. And tomorrow I'm snowed in. FUUUUCK!
And so it goes:
Monday, January 31, 2011
I am as constant as the northern star
At least our weather people think they are.
For the last three days they've been shouting from the rooftops that we will be literally buried to our necks soon in a layer of ice followed by epic snow.
Nothing.
I got nothing.
The radar doesn't even indicate that this storm exists! Argh!
I was just out looking at a house and talking with my stage manager about he fact that rehearsals were canceled when they closed the college today, and nothing, it's not slick, it's not very cold, it's...nothing.
I like the house, not sure about the neighborhood. Big lot, detached garage with a studio, nice remodeled house, fenced, on a corner, neighbors a respectable distance away, it's possible. The boss at the college is making noise about how nice it is that I may buy a house. Maybe he wants me to stay. Fuck!
So here I am trapped in my house, nothing to do since I should be standing in front of a classroom right now preparing to teach and then attend rehearsal, and I'm subjected to the vagaries of network television all evening.
I am getting weary of Chicken Little.
And so it goes:
For the last three days they've been shouting from the rooftops that we will be literally buried to our necks soon in a layer of ice followed by epic snow.
Nothing.
I got nothing.
The radar doesn't even indicate that this storm exists! Argh!
I was just out looking at a house and talking with my stage manager about he fact that rehearsals were canceled when they closed the college today, and nothing, it's not slick, it's not very cold, it's...nothing.
I like the house, not sure about the neighborhood. Big lot, detached garage with a studio, nice remodeled house, fenced, on a corner, neighbors a respectable distance away, it's possible. The boss at the college is making noise about how nice it is that I may buy a house. Maybe he wants me to stay. Fuck!
So here I am trapped in my house, nothing to do since I should be standing in front of a classroom right now preparing to teach and then attend rehearsal, and I'm subjected to the vagaries of network television all evening.
I am getting weary of Chicken Little.
And so it goes:
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
I don't do this for a reason
I try to keep this blog separate from my work because, well because they're two different parts of my life, AND I already have a blog about my directing.
But tonight was such a great rehearsal I have to comment.
I love working with young actors.. they're just so willing. These two are working and working and unfortunately as with all actors their age they have the attention span of gnats, and they lose focus. But they try and try and bit by bit they're learning to trust themselves and I can step out of the picture so they can learn their own invention.
Tonight we started adding the music and the whole show changed. The added dimension is astounding. I cannot wait to show this thing to an audience.
And so it goes:
But tonight was such a great rehearsal I have to comment.
I love working with young actors.. they're just so willing. These two are working and working and unfortunately as with all actors their age they have the attention span of gnats, and they lose focus. But they try and try and bit by bit they're learning to trust themselves and I can step out of the picture so they can learn their own invention.
Tonight we started adding the music and the whole show changed. The added dimension is astounding. I cannot wait to show this thing to an audience.
And so it goes:
There is special providence in the fall of a sparrow
It's just a bit insulting to think that we're so often played for fools.
Birds fall from the sky, and we're told "Ah, happens all the time, you just communicate too often nowadays and you're finding out how much it actually happens."
SRSLY?
Then someone, I thankfully know not whom, asks Kirk Cameron why he thinks it is, and he wisely, makes light of his position as arbiter of endtimes knowledge.
But the unkindest cut of all comes today.
We're told the birds in Beebe Arkansas, died of blunt force trauma. Which symptoms, any thinking person could tell you, would be the result of falling several hundred feet from the sky. The end result, yet not necessarily the cause.
Now, let's momentarily revisit my position on conspiracy theories. It's my contention that to have a conspiracy there must be an organized effort to accomplish a specific goal. I also believe that none of the existing threats to sanity in this world are thinking of anyone or anything but themselves and their own wants and needs.
But something is afoot here.
Personally, I'd more readily believe that these hapless creatures, (the birds, not the humans making up the fairy tales) flew into a cloud of toxic waste, they're out there, (we all know what is done in our names daily why delude ourselves) Perhaps some shift in the winds this winter brought a particularly bad mass of naz from Chenobyl, or some errant volcanic ash is to blame.
Point being, I doubt anyone would take the time to murder a few thousand birds in Arkansas as an exercise to warn us of an impending disaster.
But the idea that we're thought of as so simple-minded that we'd buy the blunt force trauma theory, is just insulting.
And so it goes:
Birds fall from the sky, and we're told "Ah, happens all the time, you just communicate too often nowadays and you're finding out how much it actually happens."
SRSLY?
Then someone, I thankfully know not whom, asks Kirk Cameron why he thinks it is, and he wisely, makes light of his position as arbiter of endtimes knowledge.
But the unkindest cut of all comes today.
We're told the birds in Beebe Arkansas, died of blunt force trauma. Which symptoms, any thinking person could tell you, would be the result of falling several hundred feet from the sky. The end result, yet not necessarily the cause.
Now, let's momentarily revisit my position on conspiracy theories. It's my contention that to have a conspiracy there must be an organized effort to accomplish a specific goal. I also believe that none of the existing threats to sanity in this world are thinking of anyone or anything but themselves and their own wants and needs.
But something is afoot here.
Personally, I'd more readily believe that these hapless creatures, (the birds, not the humans making up the fairy tales) flew into a cloud of toxic waste, they're out there, (we all know what is done in our names daily why delude ourselves) Perhaps some shift in the winds this winter brought a particularly bad mass of naz from Chenobyl, or some errant volcanic ash is to blame.
Point being, I doubt anyone would take the time to murder a few thousand birds in Arkansas as an exercise to warn us of an impending disaster.
But the idea that we're thought of as so simple-minded that we'd buy the blunt force trauma theory, is just insulting.
And so it goes:
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Do you people really buy this stuff?
Please explain to me why it is that the GOP/Tea Party(and don't try to tell me that the Tea Party isn't trying to take over the GOP) always goes out of their way to find the craziest, most out there responder to Obama's State of the Union? This year it was Michelle Bachman, whose infamous question "Where in the Constitution is the separation of Church and State?" causing the other participants and the audience to audibly gasp. Interestingly she never blinked.
So here's her response, no we've no idea who she might be talking to. But the fact that this is the party who's trying, and largely succeeding in taking power in D.C. nowadays is more than a little disconcerting.
So, aside from he wonderful demonstration of our completely inadequate education system, i.e. her inability to properly pronounce Iwo Jima correctly, she demonstrates nothing but a propagandistic response which has been the GOP's line all along.
Let's take a little look at last years nutbag, and everybody's favorite corruption peddler Bobby Jindal:
Here's what scares me. The American Public apparently do not want educated thinking people running their government. They want uneducated dolts forming public policy. This is a problem for me.
I don't put a lot of stock in the SOTU, it's basically, in my opinion, a chance for the President to annually state his position, and allow everyone to jockey for position with the public. And in the second year it's to set the tone for the next election cycle. Which Obama did, right on cue.
So, will anything come of this little non-debate debate?
Likely not. Everyone will go back to pushing for what they want and disregard what we want altogether. Big Business, the Big Three (and don't kid yourself, they still have enough juice to bring down Toyota), Oil, and Insurance will all keep running the show and we have very little to say about matters.
And so it goes:
So here's her response, no we've no idea who she might be talking to. But the fact that this is the party who's trying, and largely succeeding in taking power in D.C. nowadays is more than a little disconcerting.
So, aside from he wonderful demonstration of our completely inadequate education system, i.e. her inability to properly pronounce Iwo Jima correctly, she demonstrates nothing but a propagandistic response which has been the GOP's line all along.
Let's take a little look at last years nutbag, and everybody's favorite corruption peddler Bobby Jindal:
Here's what scares me. The American Public apparently do not want educated thinking people running their government. They want uneducated dolts forming public policy. This is a problem for me.
I don't put a lot of stock in the SOTU, it's basically, in my opinion, a chance for the President to annually state his position, and allow everyone to jockey for position with the public. And in the second year it's to set the tone for the next election cycle. Which Obama did, right on cue.
So, will anything come of this little non-debate debate?
Likely not. Everyone will go back to pushing for what they want and disregard what we want altogether. Big Business, the Big Three (and don't kid yourself, they still have enough juice to bring down Toyota), Oil, and Insurance will all keep running the show and we have very little to say about matters.
And so it goes:
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