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Thursday, December 11, 2008

WTF??

I've no idea what happened to this week. I've given two finals, which means I still have to finish grading them and post grades by tomorrow night at 5. I've taken two finals, and, well who really cares what those grades are?

I've been dismayed a LOT over the fact that, at least in my world there seems to be a great deal of noise being made over discrimination that doesn't really exist. People at work are playing the race card over issues that exist only in their heads. People in the media are having a field day exploiting the gay civil rights issues we are facing. And all the while Rome is burning.

We're losing jobs quicker than you can say ACLU, and no one seems to notice. I suppose it won't matter to them until it's them losing their jobs, and then you'd better look out cause they'll scream bloody murder. It seems everyone is cutting their staffs by 7-10-14%, and what are those people going to do for income I want to know?

I want to know cause even after 4 years on this job I wonder everyday if I'll be on the short list when the time comes for government jobs to be pared back. The signs are there, subtly, but there nonetheless. Yesterday we were told that a program that has been in place since 1992 to provide for those who work Sundays was gone, pfft.

The thing that unsettles me is that the very week we got notice of a hiring freeze we hired three or four people. All in departments other than mine, and though I am not the last person hired in my department I am the least documentedly qualified person in the department, well, not counting this other guy who is less qualified than me but has been here two years longer, so I'd be out if it were to come to that. Fingers crossed, cause I'd be fucked in about 90 days if it were to come to pass.

Anyway, tomorrow is Hot Guy Friday and I didn't want you to think that even though I am incredibly busy I would forsake you on the most important day of the week.

I'll try to be original and innovative but give me a fucking break here. I'm swamped this week ok?

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