The soul has greater need of the ideal than the real for it is by the real that we exist, it is by the ideal that we live

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Jay Leno can kiss my pink ass!


My gayest look for you Jay baby:

I just found on some woman's blog, a bunch of pictures from people showing Jay Leno their gayest look. I figure why should they have all the fun...

see what I do at work?

Now I'm up!

So what's the deal with all the memorials suddenly for Larry King? Six weeks after he was murdered there's suddenly a spate of candlelight vigils...in West Hollywood! Oh and let's not forget the one in Palm Springs that happens to coincide with the White Party.

FALLEN ANGEL: A Candle-Light Tribute to Lawrence King
Los Angeles, California
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
5pm to 9pm
Location: West Hollywood Park, 647 N San Vicente Blvd, West Hollywood, CA 90069
*Located behind the ABBEY
Co-Sponsored By: Kynt and Vyxsin from CBS Amazing Race, USC LGBT Resource Center, Vincent E. Vigil.
Questions: http://www.myspace.com/kyntandvyxsin kyntandvyxsin@gmail.com 502 553 7796

Lawrence King Vigil
Palm Springs, California
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
4:00 pm
Location: The Quad at Palm Springs High School
Co-Sponsored By: Metropolitan Community Church, Gay Associated Youth, The Gay & Straight Alliance at Palm Springs High School, Safe Schools, PFLAG
Questions: info@mcccv.org 760-328-3591

CASTRO STREET FAIR
SAN FRANCISCO, California
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
12NOON
Location: MARKET STREET & CASTRO STREET
Co-Sponsored By: CASTROSTREETFAIR.ORG
Questions: WWW.CASTROSTREETFAIR.ORG INFO@CASTROSTREETFAIR.ORG

and the castro street fair.

This is not where these vigils need to be held people. This message needs to be taken to the backyards and front porches of these communities that teach hate.

As it stands these vigils are nothing but cute little afterthoughts at parties the queens were having anyway. It makes no sense to have the vigil in our own backyard. That's the equivalent of rioting and burning down your own neighborhood. Who cares? Burn down their neighborhood and you'll see some action, but quick.

Take the fight to them! Make them answer for this atmosphere of hate. Confrontation is the only effective weapon we have.

Who are we confronting at the Castro Street Fair?

it's gray and so am I

My brain is in a fog, the sky has been gray for two days and I feel it.

I can't think! Sitting and staring is my preferred occupation today. Unfortunately, those bastards that pay me have other ideas. Well, they'll learn a good lesson today won't they? Whatever I do will likely be useless so it'll have to be done again.

I applied for a job in Portales NM yesterday. I'm starting to think that applying is why I went to grad school. That that's what I needed to learn to do. Well I got that part down pretty good. Now if I could just get past that particular chapter I'd be thrilled.

I asked a question of their Human Resources person two days ago and this morning figured out why she hasn't answered. THEY'RE ON SPRING BREAK! You think they could have mentioned they're closing this position during a time when they're all gonna be gone? Academia...and we wonder why people are so simple-minded.

Portales is truly on the high plains, it'd be windy and isolated. One outta two ain't bad. I looked at real estate...it's cheap enough. I could get a house before the department of education got their hooks in me for student loans for the rest of my life.

And what is this "Here, have a credit card," thing that's happening suddenly in my life? If there's a credit crunch it's not in my house. I'm not just getting offers to apply, I got two credit cards in the mail unsolicited in the last two months! It's weird. I keep calling and telling them...um, NOOO! I do not want more credit cards!" I do not need temptation in my wallet. They're evil I tell you!

Amazon called yesterday, "Do you remember applying for this credit card? Um, no! I remember buying something that incidentally I haven't received yet. But applying for another card...nada. Well, you did and we've approved it and if you'll answer these questions we're going to send it to you."

I know I was talking when I said no I heard me. There's an Amazon Visa in my near future I can feel it.

And I wonder why the grayness has got me. Fuck it! I'm going to get my bike out of the car and go for a ride. Maybe that'll blow out the cobwebs.

Love!