The soul has greater need of the ideal than the real for it is by the real that we exist, it is by the ideal that we live

Friday, February 3, 2012


Committing is not my strong suit. Yet I want to. Recently I bought this:
And immediately I was besieged by byuers remorse.  Not because the house is bad it is infact pretty great.  I've entertained, I've loved, I've unpacked, I've been a good little homeowner. 

Yet, I slept too.  I slept to escape.  i slept days away, nights too.  I slept chances I'm certain. 

But starting today I intend to take the bull by the horns and wrestle my self-doubt to the ground.  I intend to lay bare the intestinal contents of my fears and doubts about my ability to be a fully functioning member of this world.

So let's look at the Super Bowl, politics, and perhaps not least important men:

Chase Whiteside is here not because i am particualrly enamored of youngsters, but because he's not only got a good mind, but he seems particularly determined in his endeavors.  A trait i always admire.  Thanks for your contributions Chase.

And so it goes.